Worn out

I guess I'm tired. It's a lot of work home schooling, but I feel like it's rewarding. I love the look Ross gives when it clicks! I enjoy remembering math! I love to refresh my memory with history and other things as we go through his lesson plans! Rossi loves being home schooled. Dh hasn't asked about how it's going, but he asked Rossi tonight who told him he day-dreams more at home than he does at school. I can understand that, but he also does twice as much here as he does at school. He doesn't have to wait for another classmate to "get it" before he moves on to the next subject. He goes at his own pace & he tells me that he enjoys it.

But when Dh tells me that...I don't know - I wonder if he understands what we do here. He hasn't asked how it's going. I can't get any housework done - and Brynn is sad she's no longer the "only child" at home. I can't get the house clean enough to discern if I need to fix anything up to get it ready to sell. I'm worn out. I feel unappreciated and don't feel like I've done anything during the day.

Maybe I'm just hormonal. I call my mom to see if she has any advice for being stressed out & she keeps asking what my point is for calling her. So my girlfriend's mom died after a 3 week sickness. She was 38 weeks pregnant when her mom died. Of course I was sad for her, what a terrible situation - what a quick unexpected death. She tells me her mom was her rock. So I think I need to call my mom and maybe try on a relationship with her - but all I get is "why did you call me? what do you need? Hurry, I have to go finish being verbally abused by my favorite children."

Just tired.